My Grandmother is coming!

I don’t know whether to be excited or scared, anxious, worried, so many mixed emotions when she’s coming. My mom is leaving tomorrow morning for Washington D.C. and my sisters and our grandmother is coming to stay and watch over us. Oh and my little cousin for a week. I feel like I’m preparing for the inferno although I know it won’t be that horrible. I mean she’s a great woman its just way too uptight for me when I’m around her. In fear of saying the wrong thing. I can’t cuss or smoke or anything for an entire week and no going out.  No seeing Anthony, please don’t let this be hell on earth. Please let the time pass by quickly. & please let me not go insaine. Lol ok I need to just keep telling myself that everything will be alright, it’ll be ok.